the clutter

so this is my room. it's messy, as you can see. it doesn't exactly look like this anymore, but it's not much better. due to the sprawl of crap, little writing actually gets done at the desk. that being said, little writing is done anywhere else, either. (sigh.)




on this side, the tv isn't connected to anything. the books remain unread. and the magazines in the boxes remain unpacked. how do you unpack magazines? how do you throw away magazines? i don't think they throw away like normal things. i like magazines too much. i feel like i've lost something if i toss them. i keep them because once every four months or so something strikes me about something i've read, and then i have to go find it. and that's the fun. for the remainder of the four months, though, they're just annoying.




so that's (part of) my room. other than this, you wouldn't be able to see it. it's too dirty to be shown in public. but in black and white and online, somehow that's okay. i don't really know why that is.